I'm going to stop

logically

Sometimes

I think to far in depth. Thats when I get worried. It sort of bogs up my mind with thoughts and worries that aren't mine or don't apply to anything. This afternoon I was looking at my shoes and began the train of thought that I described before. It started off fine, first with the thoughts of what materials made up the uppers, then it got stranger, things such as the lives and troubles of the workers who put together the shoes. Then the worries moved on to their children etc. I thought about weird things but never on that level and it just sort of sat there for a minute taking up all these connections in my brain. The only ever time my minds been clogged up this much is when i was 10 and realized that the Earth might be the only planet with life in the universe, that depressed me. But i guess if you look at everything that in depth its odd, but that for my next post.

Once Again

I have found myself back online wishing to share my thought and musings with the world. This sounds very well and good, however in practice, I come to the realization that I am lazy. Very, very lazy. I guess I will go watch Monty Python. I suppose I will log back in this weekend and talk about my thought on how quantum theory should be dealt with in chemisrty classes.

Some Thoughts

Finals are coming up soon, and the work load I've had lately has left PB&C quite empty. However, despite all this work I still have side projects planned and in progrees. Hopefully I can manage to finish them by the time breaks over. So heres a list of things I hope to accomplish by the end of winter break:
1. Finish the physics books I'm reading
2. Successfully install Fedora on my portable
3. Comple MySQL database
4. Put DB online
5. Sleep
6. Finish Berkeley lectures
7. Fudge around with some Calculus

Past Week or So

Has been very good to me. It's incredibly nice to have a certain weight off my shoulders, and honestly I feel incredibly relaxed. School, for the most part, is coming along nicely and I guess I'm back to my normal mellow self. I need a challenge.

Last.fm

Is a wonderful thing. On other news, I have a bacd feeling about my Calc test, but it feels like the mental connections are returning. Yes, 12 weeks later, they're finally staring to regrow. Well, we'll see.

Okay

This whole breaking up with Matt thing over the internet/telephone thing is getting really annoying. lol